Everything works for the best.

When life throws you a hard ball and you manage to stay in the game the fact that things are being drawn to you for a purpose doesn't feel right I know but keep the faith that as you keep walking through a dark tunnel there is a light at the end.  Don't give up because it's difficult to see your way.  This is when meditation can be the best use of your time and energy as it lightens you up inside to rid yourself of the old baggage or garbage that has been carried around for way too long in addition to actually putting you in touch with an inner light that can be a guide as you keep moving forward.
People often get caught up with the story and forget that all is temporary and transitory and there is a need to let go and hold on when it feels right.  Letting to is a process whereby you connect with you heart and allow the mind to become still and sit quietly and then the answers to what is bothering you and how to find the best solutions will emerge.  It doesn't take mental effort and planning it just emerges very naturally and is uplifting as the solution is often quite simple and it require a letting be and letting go.  Let the situations in your life be what they are as they were drawn into your experience for a reason, perhaps a lesson or dept that you had to learn or pay and when it's over take the experience and contemplate how you can apply what you got out of the situation into your life.  Always keep a positive mindset and if your mind begins to doubt your ability to overcome difficulties and wants you to wrestle with issues and force change that causes more torment just befriend the mind and let it be stilled by the practice of meditation.
Write down a plan for each day and allow yourself to grow even when there doesn't seem to be enough resources to keep you going develop faith and trust in your ability to create abundance and have the basics that you need to live.  If you can afford a yoga class for instance pay for it as the benefits will be good for you as your body can be a great teacher and tell you where you are storing tension that is caused from anger etc.  Learn to breathe into those spots and let the tension go.  Unless we go through trials we don't get an opportunity to go deeper through the different layers because we get caught up in the hub of activity that people refer to as the rat race.
Being free to walk in nature, practice meditation, follow a vegetarian diet and rest when you need it is a gift.  If you are going through an interlude between jobs, relationships, licensing issues look on it as a positive experience where you can draw closer to your core being and get to go deeper inside.  It means being totally honest with yourself so that you can root out the weeds such as deceit, anger and the multitude of inner weapons that we acquire to protect ourselves in the rat race, but in fact the softer and more connected to Soul we become the more attuned we become to who we are and what our purpose is.
Make a list of all the things to accomplish each day and stay focused on those goals.  Have a vision for your life and where you want to be, who you want to become and how to build your life so that you leave a legacy that speaks about your commitment to others and the planet.  We are all responsible for the welfare of the planet and the people who are living their lives on it because none of us live in isolation or grow when we are segregated or isolated.  Remember everytime you pass a collection for a cause that it's an opportunity to support those who need money to exist and survive through their particular trials in life.  Give generously and the universe will in turn give abundance back to you.
It is easy when faced with a disciplinary action to feel anger and pain and that's a way of allowing others to have power over you.  Read a book by a Psychiatrist named Victor Frankle who was imprisoned by the Nazi's during WWII and although his life was diminished to a mere existence through brutality and cruelty he choose to transcend the feeling of hate and instead stayed in the realm of LOVE.  No one can take that from you and you will actually grow and become more whole once you begin to monitor every thought and choose to have higher thoughts that are worthy of the life you choose for yourself.
I realize that not being able to work while undergoing state board discipline leaves you feeling vulnerable and worried and that's natural but keep doing the inner work and don't follow the path of fear.  Literally stayed tuned into your inner feeling state and immediately switch thoughts to higher ones and your feeling state will follow and give you energy and good feelings about the future.
Please feel free to contact me as I do understand that for most nurses it comes as a great shock that they can be singled out for an investigation and how hopeless many may feel.  Hope is on your side and your rights will be upheld if you become proactive and find an Attorney who is specialized in license law.
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