New growth comes when we let go of the old.

It's already Autumn, that time of year when the old is shed and discarded because that's the way nature works.  It doesn't worry about what will be left or what will come again.  It just lets go of what has had its life and waits in the silence of the Winter for the Spring to come again.
Your life can change to better circumstances than you ever imagined.  Remain positive at all times and don't let anyone pour out their sympathy on you.  You are strong and you will transcend even this by remaining focused and learning from those who can teach you the tools you need to know.  Please look back over the links I've given you to sites that can inspire you and keep your confidence strong.
Grant writing is a skill that can open door to opportunities in areas that will help you to be creative; do positive work in the community and for the environment; and bring you the money you need to create abundance.  Rachel Unell writes in Grant Gopher and gives lists of grants that are available for different things such as domestic violence centers and she has the forms you will need to submit etc.  Contact her directly for more information and start your own program with a grant.  In the UK do a google search and find out about grants that are available.  You can also check with your librarian.  Not everybody is able to start a business with all the frills and fan fare of people who have lots of money or loans to start with.  Don't let that stop you.  As long as you have a lap top, kitchen table and cell phone you are off to a start in business.  Check out writings by Professor Susan Marlow http://www.nottingham.ac.uk/business/lizsm6_Publications.html on entrepreneurship.  She acknowledges that the typical business models are geared toward those who have some assets to get loans etc.  Like I've said, don't let that stop you.  Go back over the links I have posted such as for The Secret and apply them to your life.
I can see a trend in many spheres such as news now that is not the conventional newspaper articles that people no longer trust.  People like Pierre Omidyar who founded eBay has hired Greenwald, formerly of the Guardian Newspaper because he would like to 'create the entire journalism unit from the ground up by recruiting the journalists and editors who share the same journalistic ethos and shaping the whole thing...in the image of journalism I respect.'  The article goes on to say that 'Greenwald will work alongside two of the investigative journalists at the heart of the NSA story, Jeremy Scahill and Laura Poitras, the documentary filmmaker who had played an instrumental role in the revelations.'  Because people have the courage to start to share the truth of what they know, I feel that the public are feeling a fresh sense of trust.  I also think there will be venues for nurses to write and blog with these news venues and I hope you look into investigative journalism as a career.  A lot can be written to bring issues that nurses face when they are unable to work due to license issues.  Also it's a time to thing as you come together through grass root networking where ever you are to contact your local politician and share your story.  When it comes time to vote reflect upon the politicians stance toward nurses who come under investigation etc.
At the end of next month there will be a networking group in Birmingham.  I'm looking for a venue that is alcohol free, and I will keep that standard for all events.  Get your business cards ready and share them with others who are in the process of beginning a business start-up.
Meet with me at the Amway Center, London on Monday evenings November 1st starting at 7pm until 9pm.  You can attend a new business presentation and see if you like the products and the business model.  I will have to say that what appeals to me about Amway is that it is not a real high cost to get started and you get mega, mega support from mentors to help you develop your own business with Amway.
Keep posted because I want you to have opportunities to earn money and start your own business.  As I get the web site built up there will be coaches who will blog about issues that you have been confronted with and how to work through it all.  You can do it!!!
You are in my prayers and thoughts and remember that you are not along.  As a group we bring a power of intention for everyone to succeed that is strong.  I look forward to meeting you in London and Birmingham.
With Very Best Wishes, Rita.